happy 2nd birthday, hay! :)(hay. mummy, daddy)
happy people are more healthy.
but im not exactly a very happy girl today.
One of the reasons to explain the incresed frequency of me blogging is that im really really bored at work:( Okayy, but according to someone, it's easy money. HAHAHHA i dont know.
Anyway, i finally watched Koizora(sky of love) after hearing so many positive comments from people around me:) I didnt know theres a cute male lead in the movie until he appeared & i could hear some girls going..."wahhh...omg...ahhhh". Hahahh, but it's a fact that he's cute la :D My initial intention of watching this movie was to see whether it's really so touching. Though friends who know me may say that i cry easily, but i hardly cry over movies. haha,maybe only movies. SO SO SO i was so confident telling kukurainbow that i wont cry! Ya right, in the end i still teared(alot) =/ Simple plot, super beautiful settings, goooooodloooooking characters, i like:D It's been a long time since i last enjoyed a movie so much.
Im seriously super pissed with singtel! arghhh, m1 m1 here i come:)) w380i, soon sooooon!
Ive been losing touch with some people lately, i dont like this feeling.
not at all =(
expectations
expectations
expectations
expectations
expectations
ARGGGHHHHHHH.
As i looked at the college year book yesterday,
how i wished i can go back to yesterday's yesterdays.
Those laughter, joy and moments-
is something you can never replace:)
Speaking of laughter, joy & moments, now that i think back, im really happy that you gave me that when i was young. It was the first genuine and true friendship that i found, that pulled me through those wonderful young days, when all was happy and sweet. Although we hardly talk about our problems (maybe we were too young to have any), the fun company was already enough. I wonder how, i wonder why, i wonder where they are. Your words made me think, and rethink. Are we really such lousy company? Do you really think that we do not care? To me, new friends may enter my life, but the good old ones remain, and their places will never ever be taken. Good old ones, good old days, good old company. I thought it is something mutually understood, i really thought so. But again, i thought there would be a day when the good old days unfold again, apparently it didnt. I thought. All i know is that even if the whole world forgets, each and single one of us will still remember, for you.
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Im slacking at work now, piggin out on the new yummy CHOCOCHIPS cookie which ive just discovered recently. The other temp staff is not here, im alone :( nobody to complain IM SO BORED HELP KEEP ME AWAKE to, nobody to pig out with. Haha, but ive got things waiting for me to do. Finance, since when did i get myself associated with this. I wonder how accountants' brains work:/ University applications is also driving me crazy, i only know i want econs and media commmmmmmmm. I dont know what to fill in for the rest of the options, applications can be quite confusing at times. Dentistry- a career to smile for! hahahha wait long long la.
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Yesterday was a happy day yayyyy, & you shall not know why:D
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Back here, with reality slammed right in front of our faces.
As we go on, we remember,
all the times we spent together.
And as our lives change,
come whatever, we'll still be
friends forever
i cried!...even before we got hold of our results, that was super maluating please:( hah, anyway, that moment and the tension built up before that is something i would never forget. I remember i once told myself, i wont let history repeat itself just like what happened during o's. Maybe, i can say i did it, haha cos tears fell before instead of after the collection of results. Im not going to mention my maluating grades here since there isnt anything to be proud of, you'll know if youre meant to know:) Anyway, despite the tears, i really felt happy when i saw mr khoo's and sas's faces, im glad most of us didnt let them down afterall:) Perhaps, the one reason i didnt go and find m.tham is that i couldn let him see something that he'll be proud of, perhaps. Disappointment with joy, i guess it still takes time to digest this weird mixture of feelings hahahha. But, lousy or great, it's still my A'level result :)
& i know, it'll always be.
friday. let me imagine.
will the same scene happen again or will i be jumping in joy?
i wonder.
but i know no matter what happens you'll be around:)